Rediscover - Rebuild - Recreate

  It's been a few months since I posted in this blog and I swear life has been really a roller coaster for me but I make it work and I'm still in my quietest era where nobody could understand what really I'm doing and that's what I want to happen. To let the world know that I am clueless but they don't know that I may be the real enemy.  Remember, if you have nothing. You definitely have nothing to lose and if you have everything. You definitely have everything to fucking lose. I feel like I'm the most dangerous opponent someone can have at this point. But these are just random thoughts only. Anyways, read my next blog and I'll blab all the details there! 

26 back to start --- Part of improving my life is accepting that I've made some mistakes, but mistakes can be fixed if I'm determined to make positive changes. I've evaluated my goals before turning 30, and one of them is to finish school and earn a degree. It's a dream that I want to fulfill not just for myself but to show my parents that I can achieve it. Returning to school at 26 is a bit different, considering it's been a decade since I started college. Now, I find myself still here, still fighting for that dream. My classmates will be younger than me, and by the time I graduate, I might not stand out due to age barriers. My brain doesn't function as it used to, but all I have is this dream. Despite the circumstances, I am willing to fight for it—a dream to grow and finish. No matter the challenges, I am committed to overcoming them. Yesterday, I went to FEU tech and inquired on how to go back to school, how much it would cost and how would the process go. I...

Cubo De Bernardo is a bed and breakfast located in Silang Cavite, offering a provincial life staycation. Here's my honest experience from our stay on September 30, 2023: Staffs are so nice & helpful! You can't say anything about them because they give you their 100% excellent service They offer four rooms, and initially, we opted for the largest one. However, after experiencing some discomfort and itchiness, we decided to switch to another room. Interestingly, our cousins, occupying the other two rooms, also encountered similar itchiness. Opting for a different room seemed to be the solution. Unfortunately, the next morning, we discovered that, we got a lot of bites!!  It was exclusive but since there was two exclusive room. We can hear the music/sound from the other room. Thankfully, none of us brought speakers, so the sounds wouldn't contradict.  We've allocated a total of 6,000 pesos for our group of six, which covers the accommodation and breakfast—a fantastic d...

Our Cubo De Bernardo Staycation Jem invited me to go to La Union for me to be able to take a break from the mother life, but given our history. I wanted to tag my cousins along. I found a huge discounted cottage that is good for 6 pax yet amounted to 2500/night which compared to other rooms was a bit affordable.  I contacted them and they informed me that they weren't available since they we're working and I told them I wanted to come with them since I was upset that I wasn't available when they went to Puerto Galera.  I really want them to tag along but they weren't really available and because I understand how hard it is to be working. I understand the situation but they did informed me that instead of going to LU or PG, how about we look for a staycation instead for a different date.  After numerous of tiktok post, while on videocall. We have come to a decision to book Cubo De Bernardo.  Originally, we we're entice by the 3,799 pesos for 4 pax. I messaged the pag...

  Baguio Bliss: Personal Tips, Opinions, and Must-Try Recommendations as of September 2023 OPINION:  This will be my third time visiting Baguio, and I can honestly say it's been even more enjoyable than I expected. Baguio is a popular destination for many people, and I'm already planning to come back in a few months. Four days and three nights just aren't enough, especially because some activities were affected by the weather or temporarily closed. In the future, I'll make sure to check the weather forecast when going to Baguio, and I recommend sticking to your itinerary to fully enjoy everything the city has to offer. When people found out about my trip back to Baguio, I got a lot of questions. Here are some common ones:  HOW MUCH BUDGET DO YOU NEED BEFORE VISITING BAGUIO? -It actually will depend on your personal preference on how you want to budget your trip. Because there are a lot of budget trip in Baguio and there are some go to places that could be a bit expensiv...

 Once upon a time in my life, a guy started liking me, and we spent time chatting every day. I had some trust issues, so I tried to keep my distance. I even told him about my walls, and he gave me all his social media info to reassure me. At first, he made me feel special and loved, but then I got a bit bored. I thought about him sometimes and imagined a future together. I even wrote notes to myself, thinking about saying "yes" one day. I crazily created a song for him.  But then things changed. I realized we were different, and I didn't want to make big sacrifices for this relationship. Our beliefs didn't match, and he seemed too into himself. During our conversations, he would share pictures and videos to show that I was important to him. He even went as far as posting my pictures online and setting my photo as his wallpaper but when we are no longer talking, I saw that he changed his wallpaper back to himself which oddly found to be vain.  I don't like repeatin...